I left Apple at 32 years old to get a CS degree. Here's what I wish I knew

The fear never went away, but it got easier to live with. This isn't a uplifting post and I do not recommend this route to most people. But if you're already on this route then this should help you out.

Do you want paragraphs or bullet points?  Probably bullet points

• Fail forward.  Google that

• Expect to be alone. Get comfortable with solo self-care like meditating, running, and writing

• For the most part, don't trust institutional advice. Do your research and trust yourself

• Pay the premium for living in a chill home. I moved 8 times, lived with 14 strangers, and it hurt

• For job prospects: get internships, try to get into research labs, and get involved with student clubs

• Live in a city where other adults are living. Don't go to school in a small college town

• Have a reliable car. Feeling trapped is horrible

• Try every single tutor available until you find one you click with, then go to them often

• Ask embarassingly dumb questions

• Discount therapists can hurt more than they help

• Every class is self-taught. College is just you figuring out how to make your brain learn under pressure

• Explore. College was a great place to explore projects, ideas, and communities

• Use your .edu email for discounts and easy 1-on-1s with professionals

• Expect to be very poor. Pick jobs for experience not money. Money comes after graduation